waking up in the dark!

it sucks!! and it doesnt matter how early you go to bed, you still feel like you are getting up in the middle of the night and therefore can't have had enough sleep!!and why is it sooooo cold just outside your duvet? im miserable!! its not even snowing, that would make it worth it!! its just cold, and rainy, and dark!!

By the way i have made some new friends, Aloe vera lip therapy, pocket tissues and strepsils! I will never forget them for there acts of kindness!

im a zombie...

sleep deprived and confused



...but managing to function.











...only just!

these are a few of my favorite things...

...kicking piles of leaves
...the colour pink
...cups of tea
...daydreams
...normal dreams
...snow
...laughing
...lindor chocolate
...colour co-ordination
...singing in the shower
...doing spontanious things that turn into adventures!
...reading my old diaries
...edward scissorhands
...cinnamon grahams!!!

remember remember!!

my whole life i have been jealous of my siblings birthdays!

Antony (HAPPY BIRTHDAY BY THE WAY!!) gets the 5th november, that fun day when we have fireworks to remember guy fawkes, who is like a back in the day terrorist of sorts. So ant normally has some sort of fireworks display, and after many years of such he is a pyrotechnision now! i have no idea how thats meant to be spelled.

Steph gets the 4th July! fireworks again! not really in this country, but its still a special day.

and what do i get?? the 24th March. A day when nothing exciting happens...a day noted in history as the day Queen Elizabeth died at the age of 69 in 1603 (according to the diary on my desk), but nothing special enough to merit fireworks!!

i propose that from now on the 24th March is international sparkle day and anyone with a birthday on sparkle day must be thrown a fancy dress party, with a fireworks display!!!!

i wish it could be halloween every day!

...not because of the whole halloween thing, that would make me morbid and possibly demonic!! i just really like dressing up!! and without it being halloween i have no excuse!!: (